All at once

Work destroyed me today. Yet, I couldn't quite show it because I was at "Service", where you have to appear calm and under control and always smiling. Ugh. But then again, I guess it sortof needed to happen to balance out "The Best Shift Ever". That was yesterday, where I was once again stuck in service. Lovely. The past few days have been strange. Strange and frustrating.

1. We lost power. Mid-transaction. Just when I was starting to get bored too. So of course the customers insist on staying in the store. And when I told them to leave (multiple times..) they simply asked "why?". I guess the fact that the cashes didn't work and the lights were off meant nothing to them.
2. We were able to scare everyone that came in for their one oclock shift. Wasting time is the best passtime. We were the only ones with a flashlight, so it was quite amusing.... scaring bosses : ).
3. Day 2. CCM doesn't work. Debit doesn't work. UGHH! I adore calling for confirmation numbers. So fun. I especially love it when the lady recognizes me and refuses to stay on the line. I hate her too.
4. I will never have to deal with nc again. Ever.

The Great Disa Camping Trip was a great success. Despite the children. But I'll leave it at that.

It didn't take that long for everything to fall together. Well. At least in my mind. It all sort of pieced itself together into a jumbled mess of questions without answers. But at least there were some answers involved. Actually, the more I think of it, the more I realize that it hasn't really fallen together. But does it need to? Maybe temporary will work for now. Probably not the best idea as I don't deal well with uncertainty. I seem to always like to know what's going on. That's probably why I ask so many questions. I think I ask too many. But I'm curious. If only you knew how many questions go through my head. How many unanswered ones. That's where the shyness kicks in. Can't help it. I'm not sure if it's a miss or a regret. For both cases. It would be good timing for a "Plan C" to present itself. It won't save me now, mostly because I don't really need the perfect plan. Or any at all. It just would be nice. Now I just have to convince myself that that's true. Life was so much simpler when I was a dinosaur.

until later.