this time.

This is where it all begins. Where it settles nicely. Arranged so carefully. Well, at least that's the way I imagine it. Only, I can't control every variable. Nor do I want to. This time, spontaneous won't seem so terrifying. Risks will be taken. Taken with baby steps, but taken nonetheless. It's the only way for the pieces to fit together. The quiet spells can't be returned. This isn't a contest. A game. This is real. This is where it has begun. On its own. Only, with the help of a little push. Taking it right over the edge.