Thursday, October 1, 2009

Teal

Yesterday was screaming October. Ridiculous rain and wind. Cold too. Or maybe it was the hill that made everything worse? Or the fact that they decided to have a fire drill when it was rainy and cold. Mmmm walking down six flights of stairs. Yeah, that was fun. I was disrupted. Surrounded by strangers. I wonder if the sidewalk felt stepped on. But yesterday was different. I wasn't aware. All morning. I was disconnected from the world. It was terrifying, yet strangely calming at the same time. It won't happen again. I promise.
Scowl. I think I may have wasted all my chances. That's partly a good thing. No. I don't know what I'm talking about. I'm losing it. I think the cold might be moving to my mind. Must be it. I want my first chance back. Please. I promise I'll use it well this time. Not like before. Just this one time. For just a little longer. Okay... A lot longer. But that's all. I swear... ...? I miss the arguments. And switching sides. And teaming up. Too late now. Anyway, my hands are too cold. And this is no longer making sense. At all.

But. Thank you sir for your random act of kindness.

Also, lady from this morning, you are a ...very unpleasant person. Yeah, that'll pass through the 'no profane language' barrier.

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