Envelopes

Today was meant to be a bad day. The printer didn't work and printed all but the important parts of my paper... But it was okay. I would print it at school... Or so I thought. Of course the pink USB key would be useful to print at school... Which could only mean.... I missed the train. Scowl. I love the train and all of it's strangers. Though, I hate being surrounded by them. But I must take the window seat. The coldness keeps me awake. It seems to be the only thing keeping me awake lately. The shivering as well. Anyway, This isn't October. I miss the real one. The piles of leaves. I remember taking the wagons around the block and offering to rake up the neighbours' leaves and take them to our treehouse. Mmm... Parents weren't too happy. To me, it seemed brilliant, sliding down into a huge pile of leaves. Much bigger than the neighbour kids could make. Though.. I wasn't the one raking them and putting them into bags before winter. Oh well. I miss that block. And the races and guerre d'eau's. And of course, who could forget hearing my so called best friends trash talk me (quite loudly) next door. That affected me a bit. Can't trust people. Not then. Not now. Quite...Off topic... Qu still brightened my day. And tomorrow too. Probably.. The sequence was a perfect way to end the day. Very sarcastic. Very. I don't understand any of it. And yet it still happened. Over. And Over. This time. I'd like to dive in puddles. With socks on. For once. And not have to worry about anything. Just another carefree moment. I miss those. When nothing had to be said. And it didn't matter who was watching. Or what they thought. Maybe tomorrow will be carefree. Maybe.