outside the lines.

I miss not thinking about the future. because now it comes up way too often. never having to worry about how long things would last.
today:
1. i'm starting to feel like my job should be colour coding things for people. white beige yellow orange pink red purple blue green brown grey black.
2. i did not complete #57 it was too hard.
3. i discovered that i'm not as confused as i convinced myself to be. i don't even think that makes sense. but it's not confusing.
4. i'm really bad at making lists. i just like putting numbers because it makes it seem like there's order to these thoughts when really it's just random.
5. hopefully by now James has killed the spider and all is well... : )

i still can't do a cartwheel. and i still haven't touched my happy bucket since the incident with it. and i still have my yo yo. which my neighbor gave me and i still cant do that sleeping trick with it. hmmm... that's about it.

until later.