1. I scowl a lot.
2. Apparantly I'm evil as well. Hmm.
3. Hot chocolate is my comfort food.
And the only thing that keeps me awake enough.
4. I am a klutz.

- - -

Today was weird. I feel strange. Though, I feel strange a lot. For some reason, I didn't feel like looking at people on my way home. I avoided their glares. I looked at their cars. Because, well, if i don't at least do that, then it gets dangerous. I hate when people pass me. It amuses me when we end up at the same light a few moments later. Certain obstacles keep us all in line, all at the same spot. For once. I don't give up easily, even though I know that I should. And also... Confusing Clem in ethics is amusing.

THAT IS ALL.

until later.

things that bother me:
1. people that overuse 'lol'
2. vagueness
3. non answers

- - -

there are some things that i miss.
i miss. everything. anything. that.

shifting eyes. suspicious steps. i wonder. how elaborate can you get.
eyes closed. no looking back. never again. but then i wonder.
no more pieces. too many pieces. no more spaces.
i don't miss this.

mindless chatter. fill it up. silence can only mean new. too new.
comfort level low. flutters return. never left. nor the pink.
is that it?

dark shadows. there's no fear in your eyes. caged in. surrounded.
more than darkness. there's you. that's enough for me. for now.
still. still warm. still watched. i don't want any more.

there are some things that i miss.
i miss that.

- - -

i am lame.
until later.

today i freaked out.
there was a spider in english class.
i am arachnaphobic.
we were doing a quiet quiz. : /
so i freaked out and stood up.
it was right under my desk!
but mick brought it outside.
it ended well.

until later.

so, it's easter. and for some reason it's quiet. maybe things will stay still for a while. that would be horrid but at least i would know where things were. the strange feeling of "blogging" is still there. hmmm.

until later.

this. this is a strange feeling. writing about myself to myself. mainly because i don't do blogs. until now that is.

things that are distracting me right now:
1. Jason
2. pile of essays i refuse to start
3. hair that i don't like

until later.